Three Poems - Sergio Gorostiaga
translated from the Spanish by Nolan Perla-Ward
Sergio Gorostiaga is an Argentine journalist, writer, educator, and organizer. He fled Argentina as a teenager in 1978 after the military dictatorship kidnapped his brother, Pablo. Living in exile, he worked as a street vendor in Spain for many years before working as a journalist. These three poems were published in his 2001 full length La Demora published by the historic Argentine press “Libros de Tierra Firme.” To read in the original spanish, click here.
there are days i dont know what to expect
it seems strange but there are days that i feel myself
and i think to myself and i don’t know what im waiting for
it doesnt happen often but i admit there are days
that i go out on the street and look at my feet
to confirm that i carry a head
i search for a sign even in things i know by memory
like our father i do not pray
almost every night im taken by the illusion
of a word i look after like a promise of love
but i confess there are days in which i open
the door to my house and everything is
so apparent that i don’t know
to pablo
the forecast said partially humid and cloudy
moderate light winds from the southwest
a high of twelve degrees and a low of eight
and the horoscope read verbatim
likely proposal of a short trip, think about it
the thirty first of july, one thousand nine hundred seventy six
it was 20 years ago that according to tango
some of these things are nothing
they were destined to you each day, we don’t forget
nor forgive, you are always remembered by your mother
sergio and claudia
to gabriel celaya
that i left various pages in blank
and loved the idea of living
many dreams stayed
hung on this pillow and this grey hanger
i turned off lights that should have stayed lit
i arrived early where i should have arrived late
and one day in july it got lost with me
that some pasts will never return
i deserted battles that weren’t lost
i busied myself with the earth below my feet
and felt in my eyes the absence of things
Nolan Perla-Ward is a painter and writer based in New York City. He is the co-editor of the online journal of Amygdala Books.